I ain't a model, you know that. I'm fat (some people said it-,-) and of course I'm not tall. I don't have an ideal body. I'm not beauty nor cute. I'm just me, okay. The point is, I can't be a model and I won't be. This post is kinda different, coz I'm not gonna post about my journey nor about some places. 2 weeks ago, I went to Senggigi Beach with my friend but this time was different, we brought a model. Her name is Yulfa Rizki Amita, she joins Miss Indonesia 2011. She is pretty, and also she is smart coz she is a doctor. She is very tall and slim. If I stand near her, it's like "1 and 0", stand near her made me feel like I'm the ugliest girl in the world lol. Brain Beauty Behavior, yes she has it. Me? Still looking for identity haha. Who says that pretty girl doesn't have a brain? Big mistake. Not all of beauty girls are stupid, boys. Believe me. Picture worth a thousand words, so just see the photos...

Beauty Laugh.

Long time no write, such a busy week. Sorry, I don't even have much time to sleep. I always study, go to course, do my home work. Too many things that must I do 'till I don't have any time to just open my blog. If you go to my room, gosh, you would know how horrible my life is. I always put my clothes and book everywhere I want till my mom got angry to me. Haha, sorry mom. I'm not gonna tell you about my life nowadays, it ain't a good idea cause you would be confused. Back to the topic, like the title yesterday I opened Youtube and Elok asked me to open account on Youtube, her name is Maddi Jane. She is just 12, and her voice is stunning! I can't believe she can do it in that age. I wish I could be like her. I can sing, I'm a bathroom singer. I always have a concert in Bathroom, I believe you all do it, LMFAO. If you wanna see her, you can go to her official youtube channel = maddijanemusic . So, here's the video.

Assalamualaikum.. I wanna say HAPPY IED MUBARAK 1432 H to all moslem in this world. May Alloh bless us. Sorry if I've ever hurt you, sorry if I made mistakes. I'm only a human and nobody's perfect, like Jessie J said lol. Mistakes came from us and perfectness only owned by Alloh SWT. I'm so proud of being moslem. Hopefully I can be a good moslem. This year I met my family because I went to Surabaya and Blitar (mother's and father's hometown). I went there with my father, mother and brother by car, it spent 12 hours. Goshh, such a tiring journey. We cross the ocean by ship, Lombok Strait and Bali Strait. It took 5hours in a ship from Lombok to Bali Island and took 45minutes in a ship from Bali to Java Island. Okay, maybe I talk too much, it's much easier if I give you the photos than I have to write a looong post, cause I can't even describe anything about the feeling of meeting my family. Feels like heaven..

My family

Too many photos of my journey, I will post the photos later in new chapter. Wait for my next post "Journey". Muaah! :*
Thanks for visiting guyss :)