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Nisrina Hutti

Aku pernah bahagia..
Hidup pernah begitu mudah aku jalani..
Namun saat ini, ayah dan mama telah pergi.
Meninggalkan kami, tanpa pamit.

Aku pernah bahagia..
Yang aku tau, hidup hanya sekedar belajar,
membahagiakan orang tua,
mendapatkan nilai bagus,
mempersiapkan masa depan.
Namun hidup, sungguh tidak tahu diri,
Ia menginginkan ku lebih dari sekedar itu.

Aku pernah bahagia..
Sebelum Mama pergi meninggalkan kami,
akibat kanker paru-paru.
Mama pergi kurang dari 3 bulan,
semenjak kami tau kanker paru-paru itu ada ditubuhnya.
Padahal beberapa bulan sebelumnya,
baru saja aku pergi melancong ke China,
bersamanya.

Aku pernah bahagia..
Sebelum Ayah pergi malam itu,
pergi dengan tiba-tiba.
Sangat tiba-tiba.
Dengan gagahnya ayah menaiki motor malam itu,
berbajukan pakaian koko putih yang elegan.
Ayah menuju kematian secara mendadak.
Padahal sore itu,
baru saja aku menyantap ikan lezat di Pantai,
bersamanya.

Aku pernah bahagia,
setidaknya hanya memori itu,
memori bahagia bersama mereka,
mereka yang mencintaiku dengan tulus.
Yang banting tulang demi anak,
hanya dengan mengingat mereka,
aku mencoba menjalani,
kerasnya hidup ini.
Tanpa kalian, Mama, Ayah.

Semoga anak-anakmu selalu kuat.


9:30 pm No comments
Happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to you.. Happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to you..

I'm officially 18 years old now.. Sudah bukan anak sekolahan lagi btw. Well, I used to feel excited when it comes to my birthday, cause Almarhumah Mama always made a -not-so-fancy birthday bash and YES I REALLY ENJOYED GIFTS haha. But as I grow older day by day, more things to think. And getting older now is not only about party, diceplokin telur, or something else. It's about being more responsibility for my future and I'm getting closer to my death's date (this is scary!!!)

And......This year, I'm gonna be a coed in Sepuluh Nopember Institute of Technology (ITS Surabaya).
For me, it's like...SURPRISE!!! That's far away from my dream, dari masih kecil sampe kemarin sih pengennya jadi dokter, tapi ternyata berjodohnya dengan Teknik. Indeed Allah has a better plan for me.

For my blog readers (if there's still a person who wants to waste their time reading my blog), please wish me a ton of lucks for my college life, cepet lulus&kerja (nikah juga:p)



ps: this is my second birthday without my mom, and alhamdulillah I'm strong enough then I ever think I'm.
Good night.
2:42 am No comments
Happy Ied Mubarak, to my brothers and sisters all over the world. Semoga amal ibadah kita diterima oleh Allah SWT. It's my first Ramadhan without my lovely mama. Hope she'll have a good day in His Better Place. Please send your prayer to my mama, and to our brothers and sisters in Palestine :)
And here I give you a photo of Masjid Istiqlal, Jakarta, Indonesia. One of the biggest mosque in Southeast Asia.

2:31 pm No comments

There's no place as comfort as your hug. And there's no such a peacefulness like yesterday when you were here. But I'm getting used to it. Life goes on.
5:45 pm No comments
"Tiap-tiap yang bernyawa pasti akan merasakan mati" (QS. 3:185)

I know you are still here, mama.. hold my hand, kiss my forehead & hug me tight when I feel like I wanna give up.. You have done your best being a Mother, Sister, Wife, Friend, Bestfriend, Doctor. Terimakasih karena Mama telah berjuang, untuk bisa lebih lama menemaniku. 
“Tidaklah seorang muslim tertimpa suatu penyakit dan sejenisnya melainkan Allah akan menggugurkan bersamanya dosa-dosanya seperti pohon yang menggugurkan daun-daunnya" -HR. Bukhari dan Muslim
I love you more, but Your Creater love you most. Aku kangen. Like what you said, the love between a daughter & mother is forever. See you ma, kami semua akan menyusulmu, wait me there okay? ;)

Your forever lil' daughter, is wishing you the highest Jannah. Amiin.

Nisrina Hutti
9:41 pm No comments
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