Nisrina Hutti

Welcome NOVEMBER, be my month please. October destroyed all the things I used to have. I lost someone who used to love me, you know what I mean... He lifted me into the highest sky, and suddenly dropped me into the lowest ground.. I don't know what happens with me, I feel like I'm a trash.. I know I'm not even perfect, but could you just didn't hurt me that much? I'm a human and I have feelings. Hurt me that much doesn't make you more perfect. You left me without feeling guilty at all, but everyone just blame it on me. They said that I'm selfish but wait, did they know the "real"problem? No, they didn't. You don't even know the problem, so please stop judging me!! Sorry for being this emotional guys, I really don't have any friends to talk to.. poor me.

You told me you loved me, so why did you go away?

Taylor Swift - Last Kiss

A broken up just like a mirror, it's better to leave it broken than hurt yourself to fix it.

-Unknown

If someone you love hurts you, cry a river, build a bridge and get over it!

-Unknown

The scar you can't see is the hardest to heal.

-Unknown

I can't describe how exactly I feel right now.. could you guys tell me? I know it's a small problem, just gimme time and I will get over you! It's hard but I'll try as hard as I can.

Just like what I say, forget about love cause I'd rather fall in chocolate! Chocolate never hurt me! Chocolate always accompany me, gimme support when I'm down and always there when I need. I've already found my chocolate, yeah that's you guys! You all are my chocolates :*

1:25 am No comments

.....so, how's everything?....
My week has been so busy, with the school-thing or another-thing. I'm not gonna complain about it, I love my life, whether it's happy or not. Tonight I'm gonna post something about my activity last sunday. There's an event in Sesaot, West Nusa Tenggara. "PROUD TO BE WEST NUSA TENGGARA'S PHOTOGRAPHER", it was really excited guys! I met with new friends from Sumbawa, East Lombok and many more. There were a lot of people there! Awww. Can't wait to see the photos? Check this out..

And we had models, their name is Isabelle and Leyla Rose.

Isabelle Silvia Marchesi

Leyla Rose

Three Angels.

It was a precious experience, thank God for gimme chance to joined this event. Now I have more photography's friends from another city. Very nice to know you guys...

Thanks for visiting, and by the way thanks for the appreciation, thanks for supporting me guys, love you.

11:22 pm 2 comments

I ain't a model, you know that. I'm fat (some people said it-,-) and of course I'm not tall. I don't have an ideal body. I'm not beauty nor cute. I'm just me, okay. The point is, I can't be a model and I won't be. This post is kinda different, coz I'm not gonna post about my journey nor about some places. 2 weeks ago, I went to Senggigi Beach with my friend but this time was different, we brought a model. Her name is Yulfa Rizki Amita, she joins Miss Indonesia 2011. She is pretty, and also she is smart coz she is a doctor. She is very tall and slim. If I stand near her, it's like "1 and 0", stand near her made me feel like I'm the ugliest girl in the world lol. Brain Beauty Behavior, yes she has it. Me? Still looking for identity haha. Who says that pretty girl doesn't have a brain? Big mistake. Not all of beauty girls are stupid, boys. Believe me. Picture worth a thousand words, so just see the photos...

Beauty Laugh.

Little bit jealous. She is so awesome! She has all what girls want, just perfect. I don't wanna be so pretty like her, I just wanna be a doctor and slim #krik. Wish someday I could be like her.

And I know the pictures that you are waiting for is the photo of me, rite? Haha just kidding guys. But every post I always put my own photos coz I've told you that I love to be a model too. So this are my photos (I know I'm not as beauty as her, but please don't compare me wkwk, just like Beauty and The Beast haha)

Thanks for visiting guys, hugs and kisses :*

8:40 pm 4 comments

Long time no write, such a busy week. Sorry, I don't even have much time to sleep. I always study, go to course, do my home work. Too many things that must I do 'till I don't have any time to just open my blog. If you go to my room, gosh, you would know how horrible my life is. I always put my clothes and book everywhere I want till my mom got angry to me. Haha, sorry mom. I'm not gonna tell you about my life nowadays, it ain't a good idea cause you would be confused. Back to the topic, like the title yesterday I opened Youtube and Elok asked me to open account on Youtube, her name is Maddi Jane. She is just 12, and her voice is stunning! I can't believe she can do it in that age. I wish I could be like her. I can sing, I'm a bathroom singer. I always have a concert in Bathroom, I believe you all do it, LMFAO. If you wanna see her, you can go to her official youtube channel = maddijanemusic . So, here's the video.

2:21 pm No comments

Assalamualaikum.. I wanna say HAPPY IED MUBARAK 1432 H to all moslem in this world. May Alloh bless us. Sorry if I've ever hurt you, sorry if I made mistakes. I'm only a human and nobody's perfect, like Jessie J said lol. Mistakes came from us and perfectness only owned by Alloh SWT. I'm so proud of being moslem. Hopefully I can be a good moslem. This year I met my family because I went to Surabaya and Blitar (mother's and father's hometown). I went there with my father, mother and brother by car, it spent 12 hours. Goshh, such a tiring journey. We cross the ocean by ship, Lombok Strait and Bali Strait. It took 5hours in a ship from Lombok to Bali Island and took 45minutes in a ship from Bali to Java Island. Okay, maybe I talk too much, it's much easier if I give you the photos than I have to write a looong post, cause I can't even describe anything about the feeling of meeting my family. Feels like heaven..