HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all mothers in the world, especially for my mom. You are everything, always forgive my mistakes, teach me if I can't, and support me when I'm down. She is my teacher, adviser, motivator, and greatest inspiration.

I'm sorry for ignoring you when you tried to talk to me, complaining about how imitating you are, yelling at you, talking for granted, coming home late or whatever. But despite all these, you know deep down beneath my heart, I will always love you.

Such an unbelievable thing that I have many experiences in my life. I've been studying in SFTBI (Sekolah Foto Tjap Budhi Ipoeng), we had to collect 29 photos (Portfolio) till we graduated from this school.. And guess what? I've been graduated in this school on 17th October 2011,  I can graduated from this school at my age just 15th years old. I'm the youngest graduates, so proud! It doesn't matter how old we are, how young we are, if you say "I can" than it will be. Trust me :-)
It's too long if I put it in the first page, so just click READ MORE if you wanna see the photos!

.....so, how's everything?....
My week has been so busy, with the school-thing or another-thing. I'm not gonna complain about it, I love my life, whether it's happy or not. Tonight I'm gonna post something about my activity last sunday. There's an event in Sesaot, West Nusa Tenggara. "PROUD TO BE WEST NUSA TENGGARA'S PHOTOGRAPHER", it was really excited guys! I met with new friends from Sumbawa, East Lombok and many more. There were a lot of people there! Awww. Can't wait to see the photos? Check this out..

And we had models, their name is Isabelle and Leyla Rose.

Isabelle Silvia Marchesi

Leyla Rose

Three Angels.

I ain't a model, you know that. I'm fat (some people said it-,-) and of course I'm not tall. I don't have an ideal body. I'm not beauty nor cute. I'm just me, okay. The point is, I can't be a model and I won't be. This post is kinda different, coz I'm not gonna post about my journey nor about some places. 2 weeks ago, I went to Senggigi Beach with my friend but this time was different, we brought a model. Her name is Yulfa Rizki Amita, she joins Miss Indonesia 2011. She is pretty, and also she is smart coz she is a doctor. She is very tall and slim. If I stand near her, it's like "1 and 0", stand near her made me feel like I'm the ugliest girl in the world lol. Brain Beauty Behavior, yes she has it. Me? Still looking for identity haha. Who says that pretty girl doesn't have a brain? Big mistake. Not all of beauty girls are stupid, boys. Believe me. Picture worth a thousand words, so just see the photos...

Beauty Laugh.

Long time no write, such a busy week. Sorry, I don't even have much time to sleep. I always study, go to course, do my home work. Too many things that must I do 'till I don't have any time to just open my blog. If you go to my room, gosh, you would know how horrible my life is. I always put my clothes and book everywhere I want till my mom got angry to me. Haha, sorry mom. I'm not gonna tell you about my life nowadays, it ain't a good idea cause you would be confused. Back to the topic, like the title yesterday I opened Youtube and Elok asked me to open account on Youtube, her name is Maddi Jane. She is just 12, and her voice is stunning! I can't believe she can do it in that age. I wish I could be like her. I can sing, I'm a bathroom singer. I always have a concert in Bathroom, I believe you all do it, LMFAO. If you wanna see her, you can go to her official youtube channel = maddijanemusic . So, here's the video.

Assalamualaikum.. I wanna say HAPPY IED MUBARAK 1432 H to all moslem in this world. May Alloh bless us. Sorry if I've ever hurt you, sorry if I made mistakes. I'm only a human and nobody's perfect, like Jessie J said lol. Mistakes came from us and perfectness only owned by Alloh SWT. I'm so proud of being moslem. Hopefully I can be a good moslem. This year I met my family because I went to Surabaya and Blitar (mother's and father's hometown). I went there with my father, mother and brother by car, it spent 12 hours. Goshh, such a tiring journey. We cross the ocean by ship, Lombok Strait and Bali Strait. It took 5hours in a ship from Lombok to Bali Island and took 45minutes in a ship from Bali to Java Island. Okay, maybe I talk too much, it's much easier if I give you the photos than I have to write a looong post, cause I can't even describe anything about the feeling of meeting my family. Feels like heaven..

My family

Too many photos of my journey, I will post the photos later in new chapter. Wait for my next post "Journey". Muaah! :*
Thanks for visiting guyss :)

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
You say "Hi" to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know I haven't seen you around, before"

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Feeling like there nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be out of here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and hes got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're mommas waiting up and you think hes the one
And you're dancing round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin round but
In your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy of the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la .. La la la la la

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through those doors. 

Bear from D.

Two weeks ago I went to Gunung Sari with my friends (from Sekolah Foto Budhi Ipoeng Lombok) . We took pictures of "Ray Of Light", and Human Interest photos. We went to a village near Gunung Sari. The atmosphere there is totally different than in town.
People  there are really kindand friendly. They accepted us very well. That's why I was so relax to take pictures of them.




And this is the picture of my friend, I love this picture so much!

My Favorite One :)

And theeeeen, here's the photos of me! Thanks to my friend, om Herman Morrison who took it for me.



Thanks for visiting ~





Nisrina Hutti.